Sunday, March 26, 2006

Purification

Just when u think u're there, something happens to realise you're not all that ready, not all that strong, not all confident .. that there's still so much to learn... Its so sobering when u realise, you're not there yet, that u need God ALL THE TIME...

Had one of those moments.. it was like a slap in the face, sharp, sobering and it woke me up with the pain it inflicted.

"So here I am again, willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain
Tell me what if I to do, to die and then be raised, to reach beyond the pain
Like the flower in the rain" - Jaci Valequez, flower in the rain

God you're sifting my heart.

" No man is worthy of me who cares more for father or mother than for me; no man is worthy of me who cares more for a son or a daughter; no man is worthy of me who does not take up his cross and walk in my footsteps.
By gaining his life a man will lose it, by losing his life for my sake, he will gain it.."

I want to do what's right.
I want to glorify Him.
I want to be taught.
I want to trust
I want to surrender
and most of all.. I want to be close.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Kai ^_^

It's been ages that I've never wrote to you. I was quite outdated :) But anyway, Praise God for all things.

Just wanna encourage you ^_^

When we think we are strong enough, when we think we are ready, when we think we are close enough to God, when we think everything is running smoothly according to what we want.

We will become careless to look after our heart, spirit and soul.
It will cause us to sin against Him and it will take such a great pain when the purification come.

^_^ just give you one verse:
Proverb 4:23
"Guard your heart above all else because it's the wellspring of you life."

Don't lose your focus on Him. Always look up at Him. ^_^
My prayer will always be with you.
Love u

Wils

Kaidy said...

Hey Wils

Thanks for popping by and sharing... Its so true what u said about about pride, like one of the Kings who got strong in his heart when everything was working really well for him, pride came in and he did what he thgt was right...

its funny cos my housemate just shared about guarding one's heart as well..
Marvelous god

love you too

Kai

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